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*latar belakang lagu black eyed peas - i got a feeling*

Arini aku sesat lagi.cam harem tul.aku tak pandai jalan kl.mula2 kena gi site kat pj old town.entah brape kali aku round kat area SS 2..padahal jalan senang ikut SS 3..last2 aku patah balik LDP, pastu ikut SS 3..1 jam dari Damansara Perdana ke Old Town..wtd betul-lah. Sampai site.borak dengan customer, gembang lebih kurang, buat wayang kulit, assess the situation, pastu cabut. aku pun tak tau nak settle camne. Refer kat bos, diorg decide nak bail out of the project. hampeh. tapi takpe, aku pun mcm biase, gebang lagi cakap nak bring forward the prob & cari better solution. Aku bagi consultancy percuma selama 30 min pastu blah dengan polite-nye.

Dari PJ Old Town nak gi ke Subang Jaya lak. kali ni pergi dengan aman. macam org tau jalan padahal harem~ hentam je suma. nasib baek aku ada photographic memory, hafal la gak sikit2. sampai2 bos aku tanya “mana u tau tempat ni? pernah sampai sini ke?” aku lupa dia tak pergi discussion sebelum ni.aku macam biasa senyumkan je apa dia cakap. *aku tak tau la tapi aku rasa aku selalu senyum untuk jawap soalan.tak kira la soalan jenis ape pun.boleh lak macam tu kn?* projek yang aku gi ni real deal. aku lak technical lead. kalau aku kantoi alamatnya bulan depan balik kampung permanently! aku rasa aku dah prepare.tapi tah la.suma yang involve dalam projek ni otai2.pengalaman IT paling kurang 5 tahun. aku? tah, ape jelah aku tau dalam 1 tahun keje…

keseriusan (seriousness?) projek ni akan memaksa aku bz untuk 1 bulan akan datang. dia terlalu urgent sampai project ke sarawak kena tangguh~ layankan lah..pengalaman tu yang penting..

lonewolf: mood raya tah habis, kuih dam tak habis lagi. carry forward ke hari raya eiduladha.

*latar belakang lagu nickleback -someday*

Esok aku dah berangkat balik ke Kolumpo..belum apa2 lagi dah terasa penatnya.bukan penat meredah kesesakan lalu lintas..penat memikirkan kerja..banyak projek kick off selepas raya ni..biasalah gomen..beraya tu penting, bagus jugak, sesekali lupakan la kesibukkan kerja..bercuti + muhasabah diri kemana perginya latihan rohaniah puasa sebulan tu..

Kerja mana pernah habis, ada saja yang nak dibuat..yelah, apa guna majikan mengajikan kita 2-3k sebulan kalau tak ada kerja. Ingat, ini bukan zaman PTPTN, biasiswa atau dermasiswa. Ada kerja, ada gaji. Aku selalu pandang mudah kerjaya sewaktu belajar, aku selalu kata kan ~ “Ah! kerja tu lebih mudah dari belajar, kan bagus kalau aku bekerja dari belajar@menjawab peperiksaan penggal” ~ sekarang, bila semuanya sudah tertangguh diatas bahu sendiri,tak mampu rasanya nak diulang frasa sama..tapi biasalah, lain padang lain belalang, senang disini mungkin susah ditempat lain..di masa belajar, duit menjadi limitasi, tetapi hidup lebih mudah (simple). bekerjaya, duit boleh dicari, tapi semuanya serba kompleks.

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hari ini kawan aku: Ain Jamal - sudah memuat naik gambar kami beraya. seronok. macam-macam ragam. tapi membelek 200 keping gambar aku sedar 1 perkara. aku suka bergambar tapi aku tidak suka end-result nya. aku tak suka tengok (lihat) gambar aku sendiri. mesti aku dapat cari cacat celanya. tapi aku tau kenapa - mungkin sebab keyakinan diri aku rendah..ah! malas cerita panjang, kadang2 susah menjadi orang tidak hensem ni. haha.

lonewolf: 4 years of jetlag~ daym!

Hari ni hari yang seronok. melepak & ber hari raya dengan member2. 21 org..21 cerita..masing2 dah ada dunia sendiri..dunia yg kami bentuk sendiri..=) semuanya dah berjaya..ada yang dah ada family..ada yang dah berkerjaya..sumanya gah2 belaka..aku? cukup rasanya aku berada sebahagian dari dunia kami ini..aku mungkin belum (lagi) tapi aku dah ada ceritera aku sendiri..

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aku dah lupa brape rumah aku pergi hari ni..kujing, pesot, shah, ain, jnick, miji & liana..i can’t describe the fun but hell..i hope we can meet again next year..=)

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to pesot, congratz..tahniah for the engagement..u are the first guy from our batch who has the courage to made the move..i pray for it to move on to the next stage and to eternity. sorry tak dapat nak convoy ke perak..have a safe trip..

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to my sis..congratz gak sebab ari sabtu ni dah nak jadi mrs lan..tahniah again..u are my only sis..i’m always proud of u and hopefully you will have all the love and happiness till the after life..i’ll be ur cameraman as promise..=P

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want to rant more but have to go..till next time..

p/s: better being love and lost then never been love at all?

dua tiga ari ni aku tak kemana pn.duduk umah je.nak gi mana je pun.aku tak ramai kawan.arini aku tak tau bila je aku terjaga.bangun lewat & sambung tido.sampai makan tengahari pun leh lupa..

plan esok, aku nak gi beraya.convoi mcm taun2 lepas.beraya tu satu hal lah.tapi yang penting aku nak jumpa member.aku ni kera sumbang bab berkawan.kalau aku “takde” esok2, ntah siapa jela yang nak ngaku aku kawan diorg..

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abang aku baru offer nak belanja maen bowling. haha.aku dah la worse maen bowling. memang hampeh.15x baling, 2x je kena..bila aku cakap kena tu maknanya jatuh pin (1 pun kira jatuh pin gak kn?) yang lain tu suma longkang.hampeh.tapi tu memang la -1 bagi diri aku..aku tak suka bersukan, ape je sukan la..tapi aku suka mencuba..tak kira la ape sport pun..baru2 ni aku join clan paintball..& aku rasa dia leh jadi my fav & pastime sport..sape nak jadi marksman aku? =)

hi all.hari raya.rasanya xyah ckp lelebih sbb we are full aware of it. tak pernah lagi aku dgr ada org ckp “eh esok dah raya? rasa mcm bru semalam jepuasa..sekejapnya..rindu nak puasa lg ” tapi bila start Ramadhan ramai je yg “dah nak puasa? ye ke?”

arini traffic ok..quite good for a festive season..tak terperangkap pun dlm jem pn..but for sure there’s lot of movement..i guess most of KLian (or ~ites?)  mobilize north rather then down south..take a budget trip from shah alam-simpang ampat = rm16..and use jalan kampung all the way to segamat..

do lil bit of shopping~ belikan air for tetamu, carbonated drinks..tak payah bancuh2..hhaha..then beli songkok, last time i brought songkok when i was in form 5..pastu haremm~ yg pasti esok msti rupe mcm perwakilan UMNO nak gi bersidang..haha..

for all my friend..thanx for the raya wishes..sweet..i reply all i can..yang tak dibalas ampun mahap jela ye..datang la umah raya ni..ziarah menziarah la kita hendaknya..esok pagi gi solat sunat hari raya..jgn lupa mandi sunat + makan sikit sblm ke masjid..

lonewolf: Taqabbalullah minna waminka~

today, is a well..no..a great day..all my works seems going to plan..in fact, better then what i expected..my cubicle somehow become center of attention..i manage to get a test server up, and nobody tried it before! kinda relief..for a moment..real deal is on 28th September..imagine u are the only person knows about something and all of the masses what to know bout it..the pressure..i can’t afford to make a slip this time..may flaw will cost me mill(ions) ringgit malaysia~

for the first time my manager/sifu, the one who guide me all this while..ask me “how do u manage to do it?” haha.no secret..just peer pressure for 48 hours and lots..and lots of reading..my head hurt (yeahh..i’m pemalas..damn my bad side)..no wonder mak pesan “rajin2 membaca, solat jgn tinggal“..

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i need to pack my s#!+..esok balik kampung..can’t imagine the traffic..people start going back to their roots..starting today..and no doubt i’ll trap in between..can’t pedal to the metal, maybe walking/hiking back not a bad idea after all..it i’ll take what..10 hours? =P or i can ride my scoot instead? hujan? RAHMAT TUHAN tu~ =)

talking about packing..i hate it! no matter what the event..balik kampung ..business trip..outstation..just hate it..can’t i wear 1 set of cloth for 1 week? that’s why i tend to wear anything i left at kampung (+1 for skinny guy like me)..i still can fit into 2 years old cloth..so what rite? if u said i’m selekeh with all the old cloth (-1 sebab dah la tak hensem, selekeh lak tu), i just want to say “how much money do u have, i bet i can double it in“..haha.kidding..emphasize just to prove a point..i hate packing! (gonna do it after all…maybe after sahur)

again SELAMAT HARI RAYA EIDULFITRI guys! may we meet next Ramadhan (God willing)

lonewolf: my Sis big day 26th September, CONGRATS my beloved kak Nora! =)

Hey all, im back..let see how long i can hold dis tym..in my defence..xde internet, lagu ne nak update blog ye tak?

tergerak nak start semula sebab tiap ari aku ada 2 jam spare time between 12am till 2am..insomnia..haha..

arini aku meluncur (surf?) di laman web..mncari2 news..aku ni kadang2 katak bawah tempurung sikit..dunia aku besar tp malas nak explore..senang cite aku ni membosankan a.k.a pemalas level 2.

arini Sales Manager aku tegur aku: dia ckp “Azhar u are young, live life ok?“, dalam hati aku “WTD he meant by that?” haha..malas pk..arini aku diserang 3 org..2 manager, 1 director..so aku dah letak penghalang mental (mental block) yg sangat besar..ape nak jadi pun kena siap keje before friday!

satu lagi alasan malas berblog: keyboard wireless aku wat gila, key B dengan G tah kong..aku re-program keyboard aku supaya / jadi B , * jadi G..so taip slow macam haram (muhafaffah). note to self, maen game jgn emo, tekan key mcm nak tercabut..

techno update: aku baru beli stereng! (tak mampu beli kete, beli stereng sudeh~)..no kidd(ing) tp stereng tuk game racing..bosan guna keyboard..months back aku beli joystick..nak layan game H.A.W.K punye pasal..

owh~ SALAM RAMADHAN..SALAM EIDULFITRI..sesenang datang umah johor, damansara umah bujang, takde kuih, air sirap ada la nak?

p/s: cakap pasal Raya, 1 week after raya aku ke Sarawak lagi..ada 5 site kena gi..Miri, Bintulu, err..mana lagi tah..nanti la aku update =)

Location: Miri (last freaking day)

Job update..all the UTP network (or LAN) stands out superbly..out of 537 nodes, 1 (yup, that rite, only ONE) fail. i do realize the prob and fix it a.s.ap and wholla..100% success..quite suspense tho’..i though the design wont work this well..as for the Fiber Optic..out of 88 cores..less than half passes! of all my effort, it still showing bad result (really bad as DB loss up to 5 points)..so..i surrender the case to my manager..5 days of 8am to 2am work..shattered..

after overnight of brainstorming, my manager declared: “all the jobs are either finished or we meet a dead end”. huhu..don’t as me how we gonna fix this…we just do…i’ll try my best, i definitely will….

last day, tomorrow my flight will be on 2035 (correction to previous post)..so for today..shopping time! i have bad habit not to buy souvenir/gift for anyone..ask anyone close to me and they will sang the same tune..either birtday or anniversary (another -1 points for me in term of “romantic“..lolz) to graduation or any kind of celebration..(hehe..sorry guys), the truth is, i dont know what to buy, plus im suck at shopping..how bad you ask? ask my ex(s), they will tell you the inside scooped..*rofl*..kidding-lah, sum it up as, i only recognize prime colors, if u ask for red, there is only one red, there’s no such thing as light red, blood red and such (at least for me)..thats for colors, for styling..i only have 5 sets of kemeja for official occasion (work@office, any majlis, etc)..so next time if you guys wants something (ask a gift that is) tell me specificly what you want..better yet, drag me to the shop, choose your (so called) gift, as force me to pay..hehe..thats how i rolled..bare with me ^_^..back to the shopping, i brought something for my family, hope they like it..*smile*

p/s: give me 7 days to prove this blog is just a personal diary, no one read it..

lonewolf: singapore project? PASS!

Location: Miri

Final phase of the project.bz as hell.testing should start tomorrow, thats where my jobs kick in.hopefuly both indoor utp and outdoor fiber doing well,as it should be. im a bit optimist about the performance tho’. 1% DB lost.cant reach that low-lah but if i can have that, “pihak berwajib” will be extremely happy and this 3 month KL-Miri trip will be worth it. penat la kalau dah plan ssah2 tp xperform..rite?

other that my boring job.i go a big plan next year.mayb the biggest move of my life (yet).everything seems move accordingly but..this kinda stuff need extra time, effort..and support…and its a shame i lack of all three..*sigh*

oil price hit RM2 per liter, nice! more need for speed guys? im using VPower so..thats lots of relieve..Penang anyone? my treat..=P

p/s: next flight 29th..2200hrs..

lonewolf: i’m here..miss me?

Fligh no: AK5259

Boarding time: 2110

Destination: Kuala Lumpur

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Bosan..skrng bru pkl 2046..org pn ada la dlm 10 org..thank God i have this celcom blue cube..at least i can kill some time..

Tired.hari ni sound contractor.keje lambat sangat.tersangat lambat.duckting xsampai 3 meter amek masa 4 jam.dats hella waste of time! next month keje2 fiber optic dah nak start..riser pn bnyk xsiap..nasib baek contractor yg pasang TCR, UTP & Wiring cepat wat keje..so xpayah la aku bebel selalu..

Nak tambah lg keje hari ni aku kena prepair & de-breaf  bos aku sbb nak handover keje..penat nak xplain suma tp nasib baek dia ada kat site..so ckp sikit pn dia dah tau..

Esok (hopefuly) trunking dpt resume keje..nnti 12hb cabel tray dtg xde la kelangkabut nak wat 2-3 keje 1x gus..contractor sorng ni bnyk sgt projek kat miri..dah xmenang tangan..well we pay u to do ur work..so..i dont want to hear any xcusess..its ur job..deal wif it..ktorg pn penat gak..melayan kerenah 4-5 contractor..bottom line: cepat siap, cepat ktorg bayar & cepat aku leh balik!

glosary:

“riser” - hurmm..dri ducting dia akan gi manhole..dari manhole ke bangunan kena ada pipe GI baru leh masuk ke TCR..

“manhole” lak..biase tgk lubang yg org TM masuk klu nak repair kn..yg kdng2 kat tepi jalan..tu la manhole..

“GA” - galvanise iron..senang cite paip tahan karat (tahan la sangat..)

“TCR” - TeleComm Rack..@ korng slalu sangat pnggl server..yg bnyk2 wayar..ada lampu kelip2..huuhuhu..biase tnggi 1meter++..

“trunking” - esok2 korng gi survey kat syiling coridor opis (biase pjabat kerajaan slalu ada la @ bangunan lama yg diupgrade)..ada tak bekas besi panjang warna oren @ merah keliling bangunan..dlm tu either electrical @ network cabel..bekas besi tu la trunk..seingat aku kat kolej zaaba ada..ikut spec “pihak berwajib” warna oren = electrical..silver = network..

“cabel tray” - sahabat baik trunk..dia ddk bawah trunk..konon2 nak cover trunk..(admit it..trunking mmg huduh & wat serabut je..huuu)

“UTP” cable - unshield twisted pair cable..(klu xsalah aku la..malas nak tnye en google..=P)..cabel untuk ethernet network..ktorg pakai jenis CAT6..knapa unshield? sbb cabel dlm tu dilindungi oleh penebat je..xde armor..knapa twisted? sbb nak kurang interference magnetic antara 8 wire dlm tu (as there is little @ no gap between them)..nape pair? sbb ada 8 wire, so 2 wire twisted to each other = 4 twisted wire in 1 UTP cable..(ni pn ikut pe yg aku tau..nak tau lg gi tnye en google..huu)

p/s: flight delay lg..damnit!

lonewolf: on flight in 5..4..ready..steady…GO?